I've had several random tearful breakdowns. All those "non-first" occasions. Today it was the new season of Strictly- easier to understand but I actually didn't expect it and it hit me *badly* - at work...
Yesterday, again at work, there was an outdoor rose inside when I was tidying aisles. And my brain said "it's a real live rose", following on with "then I'm the Queen of England". And full blown tears over not having that tape of my mum reading that story. (Cos she was around, she can just re-record it! Didn't know she'd lose her teeth being intubated and her cancer would come back consistently.)
The other day, I looked at my phone and the time was 11:11... do you know how many days I catch it at 11:11! Why did that moment make me cry?!
The upcoming leave will help but I hope I make it...
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