Friday, 17 December 2021

Self-analysis due

I had a rather unsettling experience the other day. 
Late at night, walking "home", pushed the pedestrian button to cross the road and waited. 
As typically happens, there was a lull in traffic before the light changed. (I still waited!) 

I was halfway across the road and realised that a van hadn't been planning on stopping. He did manage to brake in time, but my reaction was unusual. 

Normally I startle, my skin prickles and I feel kinda sick from the shock. (Interesting how so many of us have had this happen enough to have a "normal" reaction!) 

My actual response was "oh. That happened." And no alarm, no panicking. 
I don't know if it's reflective of my state of mind that I basically had no reaction to almost being run over.

Huh. This might be something I actually have to deal with. Damnit. 

But the main purpose of this post is to put this "out there": Thank You to my guardian angels who always look after me. 

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