April…

I didn't expect this to pop up when I was checking on Howick news… 

Especially hard seeing you smiling like that.

And I'm sitting here in that exact hoodie! 

I miss you. Weirdly it almost feels worse now, because we expect it to get easier and it's not. 

Maybe it's supposed to be the fact that it's not a constant absence. 

Even though there are moments every day that I wish you were here for. 

And as it's Easter- thank you for that last Easter egg hunt you gave me as an adult of 32!!